Saturday, April 30, 2011
One cannot expect others to change.
So for the past six months I have been talking to this girl. She and I shared each others hopes and desires. Now that time has pasted I feeling like I am beginning to love her, or if not have become very infatuated with her. Now she says she just wants to have a physical relationship. She says she is too afraid of getting hurt. She claims to still be hurt from a relationship from TWO YEARS AGO! What a load of poop. I can't compare/compete with that. That will always be in the back of her head. I will just be a another number to her, and I am not comfortable with that. I will just be Ms. Right now. Will she dump me for someone else or for the ex? I don't want to nor need to take such a chance. I have nothing that I need to prove. Forget that. I deserve better than her. I deserve for someone to love me for being me, not to use me as if I were a piece of meat. Besides I would love to be with someone with the same intellectual capacity as I.
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I say, don't do it. If you feel as though it will lead to you having a broken heart and attachment issues then the fuss might be in vein. Rarely, does it work out where the other person truely falls in love. Maybe in the movies, but I've been with men who I know want nothing more then for it to be physical and I'm secretly falling hard only to be broken hearted in the end. Keep your head. You will find someone who is up to snuff with you and what you like.
ReplyDeleteI need to cultivate discipline! Easier said than done! Thanks for for advice :)
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